You aren't motivated. Can't seem to stay awake. You don't know or care what you're going to do with your life. That's a Leech. They suck out your energy. They make you feel useless and have that one thought that nothing you do in life will ever matter, due to that fact that you are one little human in an enormous universe. You don't like thinking like that. You tend to procrastinate until you are running on pure stress. Your friends don't know what to do with you. Some will even give up on you. Why not? You've already given up on yourself.